march 20 26
I made a new blog. I got tired of the old one, so I deleted it completely and made this one. I'm pretty mad at myself for not having archived the now deleted posts on the old blog, but I'm also not; since I don't want to think of those old, cringey writings anymore.
Recently, I've started Flowers for Algernon and The Executioner and Her Way of Life. One is a classic, the other is isekai lesbians. Flowers for Algernon is breaking me to bits, as I'm reminded of the character I created that I feel extremely parental towards. I know whats going to happen, but I can't help but feel severe dread everytime I turn the page. I know it's going to kill me on the spot. I've recently read Land of the Lustrous, so it's even worse. I'm going to be insufferable during break.
Speaking of which, the school year is ending in four days. I'm not ready, really. I'm going to break-up with one of my friends on the night of the final exam; I feel both hurt and relieved. Somehow, I don't really feel guilty even though I always do when it comes to separating with friends. Maybe I never liked her in the first place. My other friends noticed I was starting to slowly dislike her over the months; I've only known her this year, so maybe that's why I don't really feel anything.
I've just been so exhausted these days, final week of school and all. I can't think straight. All I know is that I want to write, read, draw, and sleep. I don't want to leave my room at all. I'm going to become a shut-in again for the next three months. I'm going to become a Quixote, if you will.
Wait, I never touched up on the other thing I'm reading... right. I watched the anime for The Executioner and Her Way of Life a while back, after saying I'd watch it for so long, what really pushed me to do so was one of my friends watching it. I've loved the opening for the anime for a long time, since it was done by my favorite band; but I never found the time to watch the anime until now. I found a site where I could read the light novel, which made me nearly jump out of my seat because I couldn't believe I actually found something. I thought it'd be impossible. They even have a ton of other yuri light novels I had on my list, too. Buying physical copies of these light novels would have cost me my life, my soul, my entire family, and all of my belongings. I'm so happy I could find a site like that.
I forgot what I was going to talk about next. My life is really boring. I think I'm going to go to sleep.